I really wish I had someone available to talk to irl that gets my head, knows my history, and can carry on a smooth convo knowing what I mean without it diverting off into misunderstandings or over-chatting. You know, someone who really gets how revenge works in the 'kindness is logical' thing. I guess the hallmark of any villain worth their salt is the long dark nights of the soul kind of stewing thing when nothing else is working out right and you still believe in everything you're doing anyway. I just really want it all to mean more than a cliche when I'm done. I think I'm just tired.
