the fandom gods and goddesses holding fans close in the night

I don't talk much about some of my fandom history.

There are wonderful things I wrote and deleted and dearly wish I had back that have nothing to do with Lexx or anything else you've seen in any of my blogs.

One of these days maybe I'll go there. In the meantime, most of you know I have a very wide range of friends in all beliefs, genders,

===BREAKING===

You know those quizzes on facebook that you have to allow to see your stuff and post for you? There's a new one from en.vonvon.me (don't go there, I think it's bugged) I did a few minutes ago, and I believe 'took over' my other applications that use java. Java is a great back door and that's why a lot of sites don't use it any more. However, blogger still allows java scripting, so there you go. Anyway, auto-save got pulled up short with this cute little flag-

I had no control at all and couldn't make it stop until I both deleted this post completely AND closed facebook. These are things your internet protection softwares don't warn you about or stop for you. Mine is super up to date and totally looked the other way.

Live blogging at its finest. Where were we? Oh, yeah, I have a LOT of friends around the world in all walks of life, all ages and beliefs and stuff, and what I'm saying is you guys really don't have a clue how deep some of my fandom roots run and how far back they go. I really mean it when I say "I love you guys" here and there. Fandoms keep me right.


We ALL have things to hide. Every single one of us. We all have secrets of some kind that we don't share. The one thing we all have in common is that we are all hiding something. Many of us hide truths about ourselves for our own safety and the safety of our families. Some of us come out into the open and take the crap.

There's a lot of line drawing and fencing in this world, and there are sometimes very good reasons for that. Pinky blog is a no fire zone, for the most part, unless I need to throw a few people into the Pond of Death, but don't worry, I don't really kill them.

I do have definite beliefs. There are definite rights and wrongs in this world. That's not why I'm here. I feel a little disappointed (again) in a few famous people who private post and force fans to wade through miles of belief muck just to be friended to a fave actor, but that's their prerogative and I respect that. My social media mantra is if you don't want someone seeing it, just don't say it. If you're a control freak and like that kind of power, more power to you, but real power lies in not using your powers. It's not a contest, but more people read my stuff than read theirs, and preaching to the choir seems like a waste of breath to me.

I have a huge day, time to pull my head out of the screen and get all over it. Love you guys.

Lexxplosion and the Krikkit war computer- yes, I meant it

I would love to create an autorespond that says "I'll like ur FB if u like mine 1st, tag me when u've achieved this", but I'm busy.

 At least I'm sleeping. That's the main thing (I say on a day that I've been up since 1:30 a.m.). I'm counting falling asleep on the couch at 6 last night and wobbling back up at 8 to brush my teeth and collapse back into a real bed.

And then I leapt forth at 1:30.

Meanwhile, I'm ticked that a monetized wordpress site I surfed earlier for information I really didn't need was infected with a java bug that keeps triggering a series of update-and-check-for-solutions popups because my Internet Explorer crashed 2 years ago and I've been doing workarounds ever since with the little programs that use IE as a driver. Even the Geek Squad couldn't believe last year how heavily I am still able to work on this laptop with crippled and crashed browsers and me continually telling updates to shut up. They suggested wiping the hard drive and starting over (really? I thought you guys were the ultimate geeks), but the last time we went through that on a desktop we lost so much stuff because the backup was dismally antiquated and shoddily thrown together in one bin and there is just no way to open about 80% of it. So no, I'm slugging through like this until I can get my first project done. Anyway, thank you so much, idiot blogger who doesn't have a clue how to prevent internet venereal disease. There's a reason blog hosts dumped java and went to iframes.

It hit me yesterday that I'm going after Sherlock as hard as I did Merlin, time to pick up a new flash drive and move a million vids off my hard drive. Also, I got 20 bucks out of the coin bowl & added a refund check for an overpayment on some Christmas I very suddenly paid off last month without paying proper attention, turned that over into a Sherlock 3 pack from Amazon. @bonenado is a little cranky that I did this without telling him because he had planned to surprise me, but turns out he ordered from the BBCA brochure and paid over twice what I did plus shipping (I got free shipping), so he gets to send his back. That's a happy facepalm because he gets money back.

My blood pressure was 114/78 this morning, yay! And that in spite of being in my 9th day of super hyper excitement. At first I thought, ok, stay calm, don't throw down and start making plans in case you crash, you know how this goes, BUT I went ahead and hashed out a new schedule last night that I think I'll be able at least sorta stick to in that event, so I'm ludicrously shooting for end of spring again. I know, every time I try to set a wrap-up date I get ambushed, and it's still wide open whether I'll be scheduled for surgery at the end of the month. However, the dam broke last week, the hardest part is getting done, and I'm actually still so excited about the rest that it'll take a lot to stall me out again. I know, I'm tempting the fates even just writing that down. By the way, watching my traffic in general triple this week has also been very motivational, so thank you lurkers, and especially if you are a Lexx fan from the old days. It's been a long time coming.