rage quit quitting, wtf-ing and disclaiming, and those wascally wussians

K, I'm over the moc thing, lotta water under a bridge and thank goodness someone sane knows how to talk me down.

Now let's have some fun. 😁

Got this in my mail. Absolutely no idea, not a clue, why, wtf, wut, nada.

When I click that link it goes to this site, which looks legit when it first pops up.

However, when I remove the ?bhu= to peel it down to an original dotcom, it goes to this.

Please note that neither address on those last two shots have my name in the site address, like the original link did in the email above.

This is not the first time I've discovered that Pinky is associated with t15h in .ru, which basically means someone has a site set up in Russia specifically for link smashing app spamming junk. Why my name? God knows. Why Andrew Potts? God knows. The only connection I have to an Andrew Potts is I once ordered Little Links merch from his keychainproductions site, plus I've made a big deal in past linking a bit of his stuff around my blogs.

Just to make sure it's me Pinky and not one of the 12 other ones, I checked other Pinky's stuff, and I'm pretty sure there's no connection, except through me linking, which I rarely do so our content doesn't get entangled. She has her thing, I have mine, we both happened to be grabbing web IDs at the same time without even knowing it, I wound up with the twitter, she got the pinterest, another Pinky entirely got the facebook, still another got the linkedin, and dang if there aren't just a slew of PinkyGuerreros taking over the world. But not like this weird link, that is NOT any of us. By the way, if you EVER see my name on anything asking for money, it is NOT me unless you also see it linked on my official dotcom.

I'm going to make a big bad guess that this is one of my *cough*botfollowers*cough* fans who just loves pestering Pinky blog hoping to get some attention. Well, here you go, you got attention. The whole world can see you bugging me and either pretending to be Pottsy or bugging him too or whatever the boink is going on, and dang if I'm not getting a heads up poking me to go see what you're doing. Who knows, it might've ALL been you, right? You're a genius, you need someone to notice.

click to use this yourself

Ok, here's the thing. I believe sometime, possibly in my lifetime, one of two things will happen.

• 1- Dirty nukes will take down grids all over the planet and internet will super fail and all the fun will be over.
• 2- World Order will seize control of the internet and synchronize all of us and all the fun will be over.

And that is why none of this bothers me. Whether I shut all my stuff down myself or someone rips it out of my hands and mangles it up, y'all have heard me say first I'm not too stressed about it since I was the one nuking my own stuff in the first place. So you guys in other countries making fake mes on facebook in Brazil or hijacking my youtube vids in Germany and China or hitting me daily with app smash links and page openers- I don't care.

But the real question is do I appreciate it? Yes, I appreciate being alerted third party that my name is being used to hijack an American site, thanx. Yes, I appreciate the fun little jaunt off into space I took checking it out because my day wasn't exactly bubbly and I was needing distraction, thanx. Yes, I appreciate being able to use this as content now because, honestly, I'm hitting a burnout wall and have been awfully cranky lately, and this kinda cracks me up, so I'm sharing, thanx.

But I'm mostly wondering if this was a homework assignment and I was chosen because you get real feedback or something, go tell your teacher to give you an A, and tell Putin thumbs up on the whole Trump and North Korea thing, I saw that coming months before it happened. Nice theatrics there.

The rest of you are stewing that I'm steering off into this instead of finishing that Mantrid post...

Burnout, guys. 7 weeks of Disney Jr in my house. I appreciate all the distraction I can get.

:edit: 5-25-17 And this is why I use a Torch browser. Excellent vid, sorry to see it taken away from the public.

the subtext of goodbye

The American Psychological Association website has been breached. I know this because a referring url to Pinky blog says it's a logout page to them but goes to porn when I click it. However, it's also separately listed as a referring site. Part of the "my.apa" logout address is "ERIGHTS_TARGET=" and then a very weird tiny url, and this is erights. I assume erights is on the up and up and someone is using them for their java script tools. Yes, this is why java is still in hot debate. Half the internet depends on java, but java sucketh mucheth for breaches.

Pinky blog sees this kind of action at least once a week. Don't worry, pretty sure you guys can't click anything on Pinky blog and go to the porn. I have no idea why Pinky blog even gets visited like this, but maybe someone is trying to do the same thing to my blog, whatever it is. From here it just looks like an individual's login to the APA got swiped. Since I can't see anything else, I sincerely doubt the APA actually reads my blog or refers traffic my way, but it's possible I've pinged them with links here. I wonder if everyone who pings them got porn bot swarmed in the night. Pingbacks are the root of all evil. I don't allow pingbacks in my comments or you guys would be dizzy with xanax and viagra ads. I know from Lexxperience that one scifi TV review site in particular sent me over 800 spam visits in one week flat trying to leave comments with links to buy a colorful array of drugs and porn, and Xanga filtered them into the trash. People floating on the top reading TV reviews don't see the nasty gurgly depths beneath the surface, but your computers do...

Back to the real. Bunny spent the night last night after trunk or treating. She managed to force herself to stay awake long past bedtime, but at the stroke of midnight she was OUT, and good thing, because the puppy show had just ended. And yes, I was back up shortly thereafter at 5 a.m. making coffee. The body wants what it wants. Coffee is the only recreational drug I have left, and it rules me. When I smoked years ago, I was the person that would get up at 3 a.m. to sift butts out of ash trays and relight them hoping for one faint hit because I had run out of cigarettes. I was the same way with alcohol, woke up needing the hard stuff immediately. People don't believe me when I say I'm an addict because they never see me wasted or do anything hard (or even soft). They don't see me abusing my meds. I. don't. dare. That is all.

Anyway, yes, up at 5 doing recon on the APA breach and loling because the rest of the world is a bunch of idiots. I bet hackers in general are like me, narcissistic addicts. We need code to make it through another day.

So all these sweet pix are from the Minecraft 1.7 Mo Creatures multiplayer server. Still waiting for the server upgrade. They started allowing creative mode a couple of weeks ago and stopped watching for trubbas since it doesn't matter now, so I've been flying around seeing who hasn't blown up their towns yet. There was a big TNT party one week last month, some of the towns are messy leftover trash now. But a few things are still intact, and they are beautiful.

I've got some really neato ideas for the new Mo Creatures whenever it happens, and I'm looking forward to doing some cool stuff. I'll need it to help me get through the holiday slide.

Some of you know I've had a rough week because I kinda blew up twitter yesterday. My impressions went crazy. Super short version, continued trimming my following list by 2K+ turned into me weeping through my birthday week, and I'll paraphrase my tweets-

So... some of u have been watching me disconnect from inactive accts. I went to every single one. Many were very old, ill, depressed. One guy actually died 4 days after he fllwd me & I know that bcuz his FB was turned into a memorial with timestamps. Ppl use twitter to hang on, way more ppl than u think. I ran into 'dead' accts that actually left suicide notes, felt sick to my stomach. I've had a rough time purging my twitter bcuz I look at every single acct. Terminal kids, cancer, self harm- I *look* at ppl. I'm not blowing off ppl who aren't useful to me when I purge my twitter. I sat here crying for 3 hours straight Monday over real ppl. & Monday was my birthday & it sucked, not bcuz of walking dead, but bcuz #realpeople are disappearing & no one notices. And I've decided I'm changing the way I twitter. Yes, again. No more games. It's real now. I'm real & I see real ppl being real.

And that happened because I got called out by someone for unfollowing them, so I burst forth into flames and challenged a duel. These are replies, so fewer people saw them, and you're only getting one side of the convo. Since this was all public, I have no problem with ethics sharing my own public words here. This is a smash of my side. You can see me getting angry over generalized phrases like no one cares and everybody blames me kind of stuff.

but you use this one for show tweeting right. since other ppl think u are just on --> @ they worry when they don't see you for a long time. about 75% of the purges were abandoned dead accounts which means high fllwr # s are just clutter, not anything cool. I know where you think that feeling comes from when ppl don't actually go look,at ur TL & notice when something is off. but you trained them to miss you & you became a big hole in their lives. I watched several have a really bad wknd missing u. don't blow that off or believe lies. No one speaks for the rest of us. No one is your gatekeeper saying we don't care. I also know some have felt really hurt about something that you've been ignoring, so never blow us off with we don't miss u. if it takes me unfllwing u to wake u up, then wake up. but if ur not going to talk to me for a year & all fllwng gets us is PM contact, what am I supposed to think? maybe what I think is that u don't care for me any more. Ever thot of it reversed? I'm using this opportunity while I have it since me reaching out first got no replies. btw, I'm the queen of chronic & the Jack Bauer of depression, sometimes u gotta kick urself back out into the light. & I'm not joking, never ever think I'm joking. There's stuff I've never told a soul on social media, u guys have no idea. I don't sugarcoat hugs & self medicate my stuff away, so if u really want me to fllw u for realz, this is who I am. if u change ur mind & don't like it, don't say I'm not ur friend if u keep urself on the other side of an invisible fence. all that sounded mean. I just get POd when ppl say no one cares about them when I know ppl really tried to stay in contact. I beg to differ. Another person had a big hand in it. that part I totally get. U completely missed something else that started b4 all that. Surviving is always priority. omg did u really think I was blaming the gang falling apart over ur cancer? wow, ur in a bubble world. NO. there are ppl out here unimaginably sad about not being able to talk freely to u like the old days & they're trying to be respectful & not bug u but several of us have tried making contact & wondering why no response & then time passed & it has gotten super awkward & now it's all misunderstandings & then come to find out 1 person had contact w/ u & never shared that YOU WERE OK. omg that pissed some of us off. that person sat there watching us be SAD & AFRAID FOR YOU. anyway, I'm just saying don't blow it all off w/ ppl don't care about u or something. Hell yes we care.

Anyone begging off with 'being in a vulnerable place' has the right not to share what's going on, but using that phrasing to get out of poor behavior on public social networking while challenging someone else to hold up to some kind of unwritten follow back contract is as ridiculous as it gets. A few of us sincerely thought this person might have committed suicide, given the pinned tweet, the last real content, and then a month-long absence, so I was understandably livid to be poked out of the blue with "you unfollowed? you don't love me anymore?" within 24 hours of unfollowing, despite past attempts to make contact and see if this person was ok.

And that is how #aspienado kills ppl. I say all the wrong things & get caught up in my feels & wanna shake some sense into the world. I don't understand the social cues, I don't get how other ppl misunderstand my words, but I will always have the hard copy to the trail. I do know this morning was very important bcuz my impressions shot up like crazy & a lotta ppl are afraid to make a move or sound now. & I think that's what scares ppl, that I can always track down timestamps. I will always be able to find who said what when. & I'm not doing it to be mean, but bcuz I'm exploding w/ feels. How in the world normals hold all that in & play nicey nicey is beyond me.

Regular readers have watched aspienado struggle for well over a year with the friendship code and how people abuse it by passively-aggressively displacing blame onto the person being emotionally manipulated. I'm done with that. I have been warning since 2014 that I bite, and I'm having a lot of trouble holding back any more. You guys wanna see a real aspienado? Keep poking me with crap. My favorite part was the diversionary tactic of pointing and "Look over there!" with the "Can I ask you a question? How many eps does Lexx have?" I have a 3 year old granddaughter who's already an expert in that. Grow up. You poke me, I stomp you back. That's the new rules. If you call me "friend", expect to get treated like a FRIEND.

I would challenge many of you to see that this kind of hit and miss emotional displacing is what is making the world miserable. Holding our stuff in and twisting it into other people this or that only makes things more layered and difficult to understand. Owning who we are and taking responsibility for how we affect other people is key to understanding what is wrong with the world.

I think this perfectly says what I've been seeing other people feeling on twitter with all the deeper recon I've been doing on dead accounts.

the crazy secret lives of hijacking chicken vid codes

Sometimes I get the crazy urge to tear the internet apart (again) looking for a way to recover deleted youtube vids from before the big changeover. It used to be possible. That all changed during a big 2012/2013 code revamp after Google absorbed Youtube. There used to be recovery tutorials, now it's all so locked down that you hafta be a really top hacker to get in there and get your own videos back. There are tales of woe, people accidentally dumping entire catalogs instead of just one vid because the stupid check box does an 'all' thing, all kinds of hair pulling and screams in the night out there. Me, I just want to salvage what I threw away in 2012 out of stupid ignorance just before the big changeover.

Not mine, click for cool.

I didn't find anything useful yet. Keeping my fingers crossed one of these days a hacker will figure that out, because the vids are still there. Youtube says they are deleted, but they simply can't be accessed, they are only deleted from public view. Anything deleted before the code change can't be plugged back in, I'm guessing because it didn't migrate into the new platform. I imagine they hafta hang onto content in case of litigation or something, because the original vid IDs are still there. I don't think anything in the internet truly disappears unless an entire bank of servers and another entire bank of redundant back up servers and then more entire banks of copy and hacker servers all go down at once. That'll be the apocalyptic 'grid' going down, taking all electronic data storage with it.

I did run into a tutorial today on how to recover old vid titles, which seems like a dumb exercise, but yielded a funny result. I was able to find out that one of my old videos is still embedded in this site, and I can see that they hijacked it from youtube onto their dotcom player. This is how the hijacked code looks. I remember when I used to have to rewrite my youtube codes every time Tom did mainentance upgrades on myspace, I knew this stuff like the back of my hands.

This is the code embedded, now useless.

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I can also see that it had been played 12 times on their player before I got there. Even though it no longer works, every 'play' click still counts, so anything over 12 aren't real views any more, I added two more myself just checking. Apparently hijacking didn't save my vid, but it was nice seeing the title embedded in the code. I can see from part of the code that the original title was "doing what jungle fowl do best".

http://www.alienvideo.de/video/EUcNSjVZB8w&feature=youtube_gdata/doing_what_jungle_fowl_do_best.html

Yes, apparently one of my chicken videos. This is not the first time I've found one of my chicken videos hijacked into someone else's site (I think the porn site might've been Korean), why in the world this one is on a German UFO site is beyond me.

The way I got to all that was by getting the video ID from my own youtube analytics lifetime history. This hijacked vid is the second to last in this list. You can put a vid ID into a Google search bar, and the search will bring up everywhere the video is located. If the search fails, the vid isn't embedded anywhere else. I've found a couple other sites 'hosting' my vids to help push click sales or something, which ultimately is fine because I made them embeddable, but doesn't help recover deleted vids even if they've been hijacked, alas.

So go try this. Plug jLlAYWDRW5U into a search bar. I was the first person to put the Yablo sprite commercial on youtube. Yes, I'm serious. I got it off someone else's dotcom, and that person was the only one on the whole internet who had uploaded it at the time. It was the first vid I ever loaded, possibly 2006. Someone else since then grabbed and uploaded it onto youtube, as well, and good thing they did because I had a fit one year and started dumping my stuff like an idiot. Anyway, you can see from the search results that 6 sites still have that old youtube embed code on them, the first entry on coachella.com showing a post date in a forum of May 14, 2007, which predates that other guy's Yablo vid. I'm especially tickled that it's still part of a topic in Space Pirate Log RPG, which shows an even earlier date of Feb 14, 2007. So thanks to an ID search, I'm able to date my youtube account in spite of taking it underground for awhile, which reset publishing dates on all the vids when it came back out public.

Going down the list searching for clues. Kinda wondering how and why 3cJRhdSKANo "new nest boxes" wound up being featured on savevid. Cool. Savevid is one of those pre-Torch things. Every time something legal came up, they changed their downloader code and I had to reload it. You can see how many times I had to do that. Ok, just noticed I had 6500 views on that short video about chicken nest boxes. Dang, I wish I'd never trashed my stuff. I'd love to see what in the world was so great about that video. Did I inspire a 3rd world nation of chicken farmers? We'll never know.

3YIsaoA64WY wound up on this site, pretty sure it had to be the Marvel Then and Now ad that I recently rediscovered on myspace and reloaded back onto my youtube since I originally had permission to do that. 2100 views in my old stats, not bad. That forum dates it in Feb 2007, which is about right. These guys.

Ok, now I'm just thrilled. One of my chicken vids THcCbVwuK9Q had been posted in a Backyard Chickens forum, one of the hottest coolest prestigiousest chicken sites online. Now I'm really super regretting the year I junked my stuff. I mean, who else gets 2000 stinkin hits on a chicken video ? And it wasn't even on a weird porn site. I was a frickin chicken rockstar.

So 5 of my all time top 10 vids were worth keeping. There are 3 I still can't see exactly what they were, but I can tell you right now one of them was called 'menage a trois gone awry', possibly with spelling errors. It was one of the top contenders and would probably have over 10,000 views by now if I'd left it up. It was one of my idiot ducks going after a hen, and every time he got her down her sister jumped on him and started flogging hell out of him, then the first hen would get out from under and peck the living crap out of his head. I don't know how those hens didn't kill that duck, but he went back over and over and over till I finally had to pen him up just to save his life. Sex is not worth that amount of abuse, guys. I don't care how bad you think you've got it, it is just not worth that kind of hell. And both hens were redheads... Quite the action video, nearly 3 minutes long, which back then was pretty epic since internet was still so slow and that was pre phone apps and everything.

This was our perp, a khaki campbell cleverly named Duck.

This was Marzipan. I used this one as a rickroll type teaser from a link that said 'redhead in the shower', because I'd gotten the picture in the rain. Lotta people fell for that.

And Jaizzy, who ran around half naked from molting longer than anyone, plus the giant eggs, she was one hot chick and mean as hell, even attacked dogs. That poor duck didn't stand a chance.

I've worn this post out. Here, check out my most famous chicken vid that I'm so glad I never deleted. One of the comments I never approved called me an evil cunt because he apparently owns a pet snake big enough to eat a chicken, but he's a kid and only has 7 subs so I just keep it pending for laughs. Searched the ID for kicks and found it on a Russian carpentry site, which cracks me up since our chickens had to boss and oversee every bit of construction and digging we ever did around here.

I'll check back on the youtube hacker recovery process in a few months. Somewhere on this planet is a brain that'll crack it and share how it was done. Lot of us counting on you, whoever you are.