|he probably really has one|
|why yes, yes you were *running away really fast*|
|big red flag if a twitter follower is actually doing this|
if you don't comply you get called psycho and cussed out
rage on, tweeps
|I've mentioned a fan actually showing up at my house, right?|
50 Things About Me (number 7)
there you go, something to read
the point is I wrote that in 2008
it actually happened in the 1990s
I've had internet friends hanging on me for many years
you're not my first, you won't be my last
1- I have Asperger's and I'm not talking just a little, my diagnosis is "Autism Spectrum" (yes, I have a legal diagnosis from a real psychologist) and my GAF score on a good day was 51-60 so if I'm not talking, just keep walking
2- everything about me comes through a thick static of nervous system dysfunction and pain from both fibromyalgia and a really bad car wreck plus years of brain fail recovery from a nasty virus that hit my brain in 2004, imagine that on top of aspie overload, and if you can't, like I said, keep walking
3- everything you need to know about me is already on the internet, and there's a featured post to the right if you really really really hafta know more, plus a nicely organized list of archives and other blogs I work on
4- if it's bugging you that you don't know right now about what I'm doing right now and what's happening around me right now, maybe it's not me, it's you. Because that's weird. I've said several times I'm not an emotional butler who answers to the whole world tagging me in notifications, and if anyone wants to know what's going on, Pinky blog is here for that. It's clearly linked in my twitter bio. The reason I networked ALL of this stuff is to make it easier for family, friends, Lexx fans, other fans, Pinky followers, other aspies and auties, basically everyone to find who I am, what I do, and where it's all going.
|I should probably note here that I'm actually not a cat person|
I think I'm confoozing ppl with cat pix on my blog
these are here to be amusing
they also click out to more amusing stuffs
If I put everything out here on the webs (which has been a lot of work, but necessary to the overall goal of conveying what it's really like being a person like me, because some people out there actually want to know because they have friends and family like me that they don't know what to do with), then everything you want to know is here or linked from here. If you are too lazy to click a link and read, I am too lazy to talk. Goes both ways. Besides, the people who really know me know I never shut up once I get going. You could be trapped in hell with me forever and I'd keep grinding away at your brain, like some kind of Sarte experiment. I call it Pond of Death.
|ppl who know me irl know the trewths-|
I'm a sucker & easily manipulated
over & over & over
there is a pattern...
if I'm not a cat person, who is the cat???
|I mention sometimes that there are people who watch everything I do|
that wasn't a lie
|we're all magical on the internet, aren't we?|
Aspies are like Vulcans. We suck at lies and abhor them. We don't get why there are two sets of everything, one is the lie in front of the other that is the truth. And then when we point it out or want to know what's really going on, we lose friends.
|if u cannot survive w/o lying to urself, plz to seek professional help asap|
if u cannot survive w/o lying to ur friends, the word is not 'friends'
I'm actually doing quite well. Got a fantastic starter post out last night for my Mantrid character 3-parter summary, my pain level is down a bit (yay!), yesterday was just plain funny because it felt good to be called a psycho again after all these years (by someone who still has no clue who I really am, bless his wasted egocentric heart), and I have Valentine sacks for the kids if they come over today and The Walking Dead is on tonight, huzzah!
By the way, I'll use anything and everything for writing prompts, so that's basically what this was. Keeping the ol' bean oiled up and worked out. This vid was restricted for awhile, seems to be back. Enjoy it while we have it!